One step beyond mental disorder – By Demiro – Pontianak, Indonesia 🇮🇩

Almost twenty years ago, I was diagnosed with clinical Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD).

In my early twenties, treatment and medication helped me manage the symptoms. But after a while, I knew I needed something more. I wanted to build a life that wasn’t defined by obsessive thoughts or constant fear. That is when I started hiking.

At first, it felt unfamiliar. I wasn’t an experienced hiker, and I had no idea how important walking would become in my life. But I still remember the feeling I experienced on those first trails: peace. For the first time in a long time, my mind felt quieter.

The more I walked, the more I noticed the change. Nature gave me space away from the endless loops of thoughts that OCD can create. Every step helped me focus on the present moment instead of what was happening inside my head.

A few years later, I reached my first mountain summit. Standing there, I realized that walking had given me something much bigger than physical fitness. It had shown me a different way of living with my condition.

Today, whenever I feel my symptoms becoming stronger, I don’t immediately look for a higher dose of medication. Instead, I put on my shoes and go for a walk or a hike. Walking doesn’t make OCD disappear. But it reminds me that I am more than my thoughts.

Over the last five years, I have also started sharing this experience with friends. I invite people who have never hiked before to join me. Again and again, I see something beautiful happen. What begins as a walk becomes connection, friendship, and a shared sense of achievement.

For me, walking started as a personal recovery tool. It became a way of life.

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